Friends can be awesome souls, or total assholes


Or. Just human. With faults. And we sometimes forget this about them due to our own expectations and models of reality. There’s a saying out there about friends being like seasons, they come and go. When I Googled to find the exact quote, I actually found something that made me smile:

“Friends are like underwear…. Some crawl up your ass… Some snap under pressure… Some don’t have the strength to hold you up… Some get a little twisted… Some are your favourite… Some are cheap and just plain nasty… And some actually do cover your ass when u need them to.” (Unknown quote on

I couldn’t have said it better.

We’ve all had good and bad experiences with friends. And lately I’ve been talking to a lot of people whose friendships are going through ‘friend-shifts’. It’s actually happened to me too. And the common denominator was that these friend-shifts happened after one or the other friend’s life changed. Or, the person changed.

Some of us are loyal friends. I know I adore my friends and accept their idiosyncrasies. I can’t always see them as much, because: LIFE (the thing and word that gets all the blame and deserves a blog post later on). And when a friend suddenly turns weird or judgmental, it hurts. You tumble into that immediate inward soul investigation, dissecting all the “why’s” followed by the visceral feels-rollercoaster.

But, if one removes the emotion out of it and take a few steps back, a flashing reminder blinks back at you: we all change. Even if we think we don’t. I like to think most of us evolve, but jeez, some fall into dramatic backslides that leave skid marks on people’s timelines (we’ll focus on the evolving bit though). And as we grow, develop and literally take on new traits from new environments, we’re bound to lose people in our lives. Yet some of us have the ability to love the ‘core’ of a friend’s personality and adapt as they grow. But that also takes a level of maturity and selflessness which is becoming equally scarce in our society, let alone friendships.

Another reminder is that when a friend changes towards you – especially after a big life shift like marriage, career, kids, coming out as LGBTQ, moving to another country, divorce, illness etc. – it’s not always about you. Their loyalty didn’t change towards you, but rather, their loyalty towards what they need from you changed. And that’s not always something within your power to control. You can only control how you react to their role in your friend-shift. And how they react, tells you everything you need to know about that person.

Should we work at maintaining friendships while we grow and evolve? Yes! Having friends is awesome. They can be fun drinking buddies, fellow political commentators, or the close-like-family member you got to choose. People just need to be bit more understanding of each other, because friendships will change. People’s roles in our lives will change. The key is to knowing and loving the core of that person, allowing them to go through their phases of life just like you will, and then meeting each other at life’s pit stops while you freshen up, have a beer, summarize, and take on the next phase.

We need more altruism… And if you look at the meaning it says: “altruism is when we act to promote someone else’s welfare.” It’s the opposite of egoism. And no, you don’t need to be so altruistic that you’re taken advantage of! Not at all. As soon as someone abuses your unselfishness and sucks your energy dry, you don’t just friend-shift, you get the hell outta there.

However, if we can step outside of our ‘precious selves’ more frequently and be aware of our own expectations, I think more friendships will stand the test of time. Friend-shifts will become a team thing as we shift and grow together. Unless that friend becomes a real asshole. Then of course you shift away and allow yourself to attract that underwear-friend willing to cover your ass in this complex world we live in.

Chat/blog/think soon! And remember, all these views are my own 🙂



Fresh… New… Real


Life isn’t as serious as the mind makes it out to be. ~ Eckhart Tolle

True words from a master thinker. And here I am – reinventing my personal blog, and getting all serious about it, EVEN THOUGH I’m purposefully using Eckhart’s wisdom to remind myself not to. I guess…when one truly cares, one tends to take things seriously.

I started this site probably about five years ago. It has had a few incarnations, mostly to promote my heart and soul’s work – a trilogy I’d written. I’m still proud of the books and in no way do I feel I should remove ‘older’ posts. I choose to rather see the old posts – leading up to this one – as a journey.

So what’s my intention with this new manifestation?

To share. To think. And to share some more. And to do it all without pretense or the need to ‘impress’ or gain ‘Likes’ or hashtags or whatever the catch-phrases for 2018 will be.

I’ve been an illustrator, designer and writer for 20 years. My clients, friends and family receive the best I can possibly give in talent, energy and guidance. And in return, I receive all of that back in abundance.

But I want to give more. And to do so, I need to write more. Yes of course more books are in the pipeline, however, sometimes I just want to write a brief blog on ‘something’. Whether it’s about life, society (oh gods there can be SO much written about the modern world!), love, existence, spirituality, motivation, questioning, thinking, challenging and then wrapping it all up and redoing it again.

Because I can. And I will.

Along the way I hope to advance a few readers and even receive some input from creative thinkers… And if not. Well. I won’t take it too seriously (I promise, Eckhart!)

Chat/blog/think soon! And remember, all these views are my own 🙂